hmmmm. today was such a tiring day. i slept over in hall yst and had to wake up at 630!!!! oh mannnnn. wahlao haha. crappy sia. den went ntu and stoned. wahlao seriously dumb. but netball qt fun to watch la and when esther came it was better haha at least got someone to talk to. hmm maybe i shld just be like zh and dun care haha. but dunno la see lor.

sometimes i just have these not very good thoughts about how i would view myself if i wasnt myself and dunno la. maybe im sleepy haha. i mean of cos im slaeepy la. but yay liverpool won so tt was good. had christmas cluster meeting today which was qt good and kok guans sermon was good too. dunno la i think tt manytimes i do not put my courage in the presence of God as he said we should and so i shy away from doing the things i ought to do as a child of God. oh wells.

i miss my friends. dun like smb!

and i look like a panda now.... hahaha i wun mind if i din have the stupid cap mark too! showed it to the boys today and they laughed like mad la hiahz. if i were them i would laugh too! rarr.

anyway i bought ALOT of food for svc today hahahaha. hopefully i wun have to buy anymore to the end of the year! yay.

ok kinda rambling here now.


i miss you